This morning I practiced in the front row. A couple laid their mats down next to mine. They both had very well toned, defined muscles, it was very obivous they frequented a gym regularly.
I was aware from the moment we took our first breaths that I was going to have to focus hard on finding my peace during the class. They were constantly wiping sweat, taking swigs from their water bottles, wiping sweat, moving around between poses, wiping sweat, leaving the room. I was willing them to stay still. To breathe through the sweat dripping down their faces. To focus on the moment. I had to keep bringing myself back to my practice, back to looking at my own eyes and form in the mirror, to avoid catching them out of the corner of my eye. I was eventually able to find my peace once we got to Balancing Stick pose. I had a strong class and got a nice thumbs up from the teacher.
I hope to see them in class again with some new found stillness and composure. And knowing that we all sweat in Bikram yoga. Sweat is one of the best side effects from being in the hot room.